records of my thoughts

JANUARY 15, 2025

one day i will return home to my
david, and this will just be a very,
very bad dream.

JANUARY 10, 2025

i'm just so tired, man.

JANUARY 4, 2025

i feel okay-ish today. yesterday mom got me a
fleetwood mac cd and today i got
starbucks. the barista didn't know how to spell my name
and so she put "M" which i thought was funny...
anyway, my head hurts.

DECEMBER 31, 2024

i'll be actually happy sooner or later.

DECEMBER 28, 2024

i feel like i'm wasting my teenage years
cooped up in my room..it's voluntary solitary confinement for me, i guess.

DECEMBER 25, 2024

i just wish i didnt care so much about what other people think...
i'm not them, they aren't me, so why should i care?
i hate being this way.
soon i'll be happy.